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I remember several years ago, when the Lord really began convicting my heart of my very little hunger for Him. He did this by opening my understanding to how much He truly wanted to give me, showing me also the gap between this fullness and my actual experience. He began to very purposely disrupt my life by revealing the principle that He gives more according to my hunger for more, and that until my capacity was enlarged by spiritual hunger, I would be limited in my experience of God. Though having known Jesus my whole life, I had never considered that I lacked this inward groan. My heart was very small in its capacity and I did not know it. I thought I loved God intensely but He revealed to me that in all truth, my thirst for Him was relatively small. And this exposure was truly a gift. At that time I entered into what I now call “the longing to long” or “the hunger to hunger.” I was in that tension between sincerely wanting to want God and not yet being overcome by hunger for Him—and this is exactly where God wanted me. Hunger begets hunger and in time, He would cause my initial desire to give way to strong desire, that He might answer me with more of Himself just as He loves to do.
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be filled. (Matthew 5:6)
Jesus releases His power and presence to us according to the measure of our hunger for Him. Spiritual hunger comes as we get a vision to have everything that God will give the human spirit on this side of eternity. God wants to take believers far beyond even what the early Christians experienced in the book of Acts. Before He returns, He will pour out the Holy Spirit in degrees that the Church historically has never witnessed. We cannot possibly imagine all that God desires to give to the human heart in this age. The utter vastness of what He wants to flood our beings with in terms of experience of divine pleasure and power encounters with the Holy Spirit has not yet even entered our minds (1 Corinthians 2:9–12). Yet this fullness, this abundance of divine reward imparted to the inner man, is what God wants to give us a vision to pursue. Again, He will give according to our hunger and thus our first priority is to become hungry.
Some think they are hungry when they have a newly awakened interest in the things of God, but awakened interest is not yet hunger. Buying a book on a Kingdom topic is good, but it is not yet hunger. Hunger is when we cannot live without more, when we make radical alterations to our lifestyle in order to pursue God. A good way to measure the reality of our hunger is to measure the extent to which we rearrange our life (time, money, comforts) to pursue what we are hungry for.
Jeremiah prophesied of genuine spiritual hunger when the Lord spoke these words through him, “You will call upon Me and go and pray to Me, and I will listen to you. And you will seek Me and find Me, when you search for Me with all your heart. I will be found by you, says the Lord” (Jeremiah 29:12–14). He promises that He will be found when He is pursued by a genuinely hungry heart.
Jeremiah is teaching us that just saying prayers is not what God requires. Spiritual language and grandiose statements in prayer do not impress God. He peers right into the deep of the human heart and sees the void and barrenness on the inside. This is where much of the Western Church misses the mark. Yes, we go to a few prayer meetings; we attend a few Church gatherings. We occasionally eek out a few, “I love you, God” prayers and possibly a few “How I want You” statements. Yet all the while God is searching deep within our heart, wanting to bring us to a radically new level of intimacy with Himself if only we would respond. He is after something far deeper than regular attendance and far more severe than an occasional prayer of devotion. He wants to actually possess us. He wants our lives to be very much governed and ruled by yearning for Himself in all that we do will become an outflow of this intense craving. Spiritual hunger is of utmost importance to the God who created us.
Not only do we need a massive increase in our craving for personal encounters with God, we need our hunger for His power to be released in miracles and signs and wonders. According to biblical principle, this kind of manifestation of His power also requires a wholehearted cry of desperate hunger on the part of believers. The Church must operate in sustained, intense prayer, coupled with fasting in order for God’s manifest power to break out in our midst. As long as we are content with paralytics not walking, the blind not seeing and the deaf not hearing, we will go without these miracles. The breakthrough we long for will not happen without spiritual intensity (Jeremiah 29:13), so in His grace the Lord is making us a people who cannot live without His full blessing! Our part is to become so ruined by the high vision of all that God would give us that we cannot live with things as they are. We must do our part and God will do His.
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Dana Candler, 3/27/2007 |
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| | Belonging to Christ (Guest) | 3/28/2007, 7:44 PM | | Are you hungry enough if you leave your family and children to pursue a thirst for God. Would that that is conventionally frowned apon, then turn into a righteous deed?
| | | kat (Guest) | 3/30/2007, 1:13 PM | | how do we practically carve out the junk that fills our lives so that we may have space to hunger?
| | | Zach (Guest) | 4/5/2007, 8:48 AM | | You sacrifice. Don't do anything except the necessities: eat, sleep, work, and spend time with him. Let him direct you about what you should and should not reintroduce into your life. Its hard and radical but worth it. He will not let you down.
| | | K8D (Guest) | 4/9/2007, 3:07 AM | | How do I get hungry. Like I want to be hungry for Jesus. But it seems like my hunger right now is to be hungry rather than actually being hungry for Jesus. Which is completely illogical.. but how do I increase the hunger in my life.
| | | megan (Guest) | 4/9/2007, 6:39 PM | | your hunger to hunger is PERFECT! That's where it all begins! Ask the Lord to increase your hunger, cry out to him that you want a genuine hunger for him... this is where it all begins...realizing you don't have a hunger, and becoming hungry for that!
| | | Ann Bowes (Guest) | 4/15/2007, 9:54 AM | | I really, really want more pf an hunger for the Lord than ever before in my life. There where things I knew had to change and so I changed them with my whole trust in Jesus, and ofcourse Jesus helped me tremendously. After that I wanted more hunger and got very frustrated about it.The Lord spoke very strongly to me and said, slow down, I see the sincerity of your heart. Lets grow in this little by little. I understood what He was saying as I am the kind of person who wants it NOW. Little by little, growing more and more in love with my beautiful Lord. God Bless you all United Kingdom
| | | Tabitha Lopez | 4/20/2007, 3:28 PM | | Yet all the while God is searching deep within our heart, wanting to bring us to a radically new level of intimacy with Himself if only we would respond.
so in His grace the Lord is making us a people who cannot live without His full blessing!
I like this because it holds the question and the answer,
-God's requiring a radically closer relationship and how do we get from a to b? -He's making us a people who cannot live without His full blessing.
I really agree and I do want to do what is required of me. I feel like we have to cling to God. I've really been feeling the emotional brokeness of this world and this climate of the desert, and how difficult righteousness is and how I don't have a real clue how to seek God. I desire union with God, but I've forgotten about the high vision, and my passions haven't followed that as of late. I have some intimacy with the Lord, but He's really requiring more of me in this time, in obedience, in abandonment, and a deep hungering. Sometimes I appreciate when I'm desperate because that's when I know I'll cry out to God, or when someone has wounded me that's when I have to take my emotional woundedness to Him, or when I'm standing still on the path and my eyes are off of God. I want to cling to Him, because that's safety, and there is rest there.
Psalm 46:5 God is in the midst of her, she shall not be moved; God shall help her, just at the break of dawn.
I think He's requiring more and a little of the answers are in 'cling to You', getting rid of everything that hinders love, and looking for that high vision, setting our sights higher and setting ourselves to seeing.
| | | mfon (Guest) | 4/22/2007, 6:25 PM | | all my life, i thought i was the perfect christian, but until i got to college, i didnt realize that i did not have a hunger for God. I used to go to youth conferences and such, and really have an encounter with God, but then I'd go back to my life afterwards. Recently, I just cried out to God and told him, I am not going back this time, and I will just immerse myself in you. I cut out junk tv shows out of my life, junk music, and I think taking that leap of faith has truly showed my hunger to be hungry for God. I doubted myself, and today I can't belive how far I have come. But I think if you sincerely ask God, he will show you things in your life that you can cut out, and even if you feel like you'll just go back into it or whatever, take a leap of faith, and make a drastic change in your life. it wont be easy, and you might fall, but persevere. I thinks something that also helped me has been to just profess God's word. There are so many scripture to encourage you, like: Gal. 6:9; 2 chronicles 16:9 and more. Also, just spent time worshiping God and immersing yourself in him. music is a great and excellent way to do this.
in all, remember: Psalm 119 and use it as your guide and as you walk consider Psalm 51:17 - "a broken and contrite heart O God, you will not despise."
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